Turning It Off
The hardest thing in life sometimes can be cutting people out of your life who were put there in the very beginning. Supposedly, your supposed to let these people stay in your life because you share the same family. I don't feel like that's a good enough reason.
You cannot let someone treat you like crap and then them still expect to be in your life. People do have a limit and I've reached mine.
I'm tired of feeling sick to my stomach every day because I feel like I'm stuck in life or that I have to appease others.
I've been nice about a lot of stuff on my blog because I didn't want to hurt anyone's feelings. I'm done caring about how others feels.
People who sit there and belittle your life or act like part of your life (one of the most important aspects of your life) doesn't exist don't need to be in my life.
I've tried with others and I'm done with it. I have tried to open up about a huge part of my life and they continue to be assholes about it. So guess what? They don't get to be apart of it.
Their little comments about how when I go out and post pictures they comment about me being alone when they know I'm not.
It's like my life is never going to be good enough for them until I follow how they live their lives.
I don't put myself in toxic situations anymore. I don't put myself in situations where I'll have to deal with these people.
I guess if that makes me selfish then I'll wear that title with pride.