Life Gets In The Way.... Sometimes
It has been awhile since I have posted and it's because new and exciting things are starting to happen in my life.
A lot of you know that I coach Ninja but I also work in the oilfield. (Lots of work going on right now.)
To say that I've been busy is an understatement. I've been busy with either work, training, packing or studying.
Since we got a little bit busier at work I've been enjoying my overtime. It's easy to work a lot right now because that's pretty much what my life revolves around.
Training has been going really well and I'm excited that I get to go train with my coach in Albuquerque at the end of April and also get some tips about a few things.
In the last month, I've been thinking about making a move from Odessa to Midland because to me, it just makes sense. I work in Midland. I train in Midland. Usually all my doctors are in Midland.
I was blessed with 2 people willing to help me out and them out and that was a huge blessing of where I'll be moving.
You never realize the type of people that God puts in your life. I'm very grateful to those 2 people for not only doing that but for everything else they've helped me with.
As for studying, in January, I sent my application to take my FS (Fundamentals of Surveying) Exam and GOT APPROVED!
I was so excited for that when the news (after 9 weeks of waiting) finally came back.
I also have some big news coming up in June that I think will set me on a direction I've been wanting to go for awhile. (More details to come later on.)
Now on to the serious stuff. Recently, I started my fourth step. Yes. My first time on my fourth step after 9 years.
This step has taken a toll on me mentally and emotionally. You never realize who you hurt or who hurt you until you actually really think about it.
There are times when I just want to stop.
I want to sat, "Okay, you win. I'm done."
More times than I'd like to admit where I just want to be done with it.
I know that this will help me heal.
I'm just not sure how much more emotionally & mentally I can take of it.
This is a step to help us heal and move on. I want to move on from some things so badly.
I'll keep y'all posted on that though!